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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

3:51 PM

blog entry x

I haven't blogged for quite some time! It's not because I've been busy, or that I've forgotten my url, but just - I've come, I've opened the blogthis! window, I've started typing... but somehow nothing much seems to come out, each time.

My english has really been detioriating (no such word as deproving, hm!) lately, along with the state of my brain. Horror of horrors, I have even started thinking in broken english! :/ My dreams of becoming Singapore's budding writer have all been dashed like a paper origami boat in the Sarawak rapids at high tide - all that's left of it are little white bits bubbling along and caught in dead leaves by the shore, rotten!

In my not-very-there attempts to create some meaning in my life, I have decided to pick up, one, a new language, two, a new instrument and three, a new skill. Considering that I've actually tried learning the first two, years ago, only to give them up for 'more interesting' materials (characteristic to me and my five minute attention span) they can't really be counted as new but - hey, at the end of this, I'll be one language, one instrument and one skill pro-er than I am now! :D

Wish me luck and um, perseverance! (And I rmb that time last year when I was so enthusiastic about the flute... haha!)

I never knew change could be overnight, but more and more people are proving that it's true. I suppose I can't ignore it anymore, especially when it seems to be happening to me too. Have we reached that stage where we are changing to stay fixed?

We are all growing up. Really, this time.

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