You're right - I think I should stop thinking that I'm infallible, that I'm the one wrongly accused.
I'm human; I'm young; I err; I'm like a sandcastle!
Perhaps that's what everyone's been trying to tell me so far - that the problem lies with me, sometimes. Well, I've realised (finally!) that,
you're right!
I don't think she'll ever read this though, not after the last incident. :/
But I just wanted to say, even though perhaps our personalities don't really click (I still think they don't, not really :/) but I think I see (finally!) that there are lots of reasons behind what you've done.
And there's so much that you've done for us, all three of us. (:
But there are still some things that I can't accept and I hope you'd understand too!
I'm sorry for being so hot-headed and emotional never listening and spouting words without thinking and being so immature and all!
It's a bridge that we have to build and it may take some effort and courage and admittance but if we both reach our fingers out it will definitely touch, no matter how far the distance is! (this makes me sound silly oh dear!)
I have taken too many things for granted - I will
not take YOU for granted!
I haven't said it for so many years (and I think I'll still feel awkward saying it before you) but I LOVE YOU, I really really really do!
I think I've learnt a lot of things recently
( but none of it is about higher derivatives and how to draw flawless graphs :( ) - funny thing is, it's never direct - someone else has to teach me something about someone.
When the waves come, frothy and salty, they recede and leave nothing but scattered patterns of sand in the - well, more sand - I'm still left, desperately convincing myself that I'm that grand castle that once stood so tall.