Don't people always say, age desensitizes, age matures and age censors. Funny thing is, the older I grow, the more I seem to take to soppy things! :X
Fairytales and cheesy endings and being romantic and roses and heart-shaped chocolates and candlelit dinners and fireworks and fountains and the eiffel tower all seem to take on different meanings now! I still remember when I would stare for long hours at idol drama screeshots only to burst out laughing at how a mushy line fell flat like roti prata. I'm still skeptical, sometimes, but it's a treat to just indulge in and believe in the unbelievable once in a while!
Or maybe it's the influence of the people around me haha! But sometimes I just feel so blissful and loved - the sky's a perpetual blue that smiles and the air just seems so fresh and,
happy! There'll be a little skip to my walk, I'll smile to myself subconsciously, helplessly, and people will give me funny glances along the corridors but
I don't care because I'm happy! :D Or I'll just stand awkwardly, weight on one foot, drawing circles on the floor with my other toe. Eyes cast down, seemingly calmly, while thoughts are running haphazardly up down right left zig-zag through my head. Or maybe there's nothing in my head at all, just lots of heady air! It must be pink and fluffy, that air. Heady!
Yes I'm sorry that this post has no coherence whatsoever but it's YOUR FAULT for making me heady! HAHA and so I shall dedicate this post for ALL OF YOU WHO MAKE ME HEADY! Platmates and partAAAAbcs and fourteeners 2A2B and rgUGlies and YMEP and everything and everything and everything all over again! :D
See, pink and fluffy - that's you!